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I dont know how to start this letter because my mind is filled up with so much thoughts that i cant put into words. First of all I want to thank you for being a part of my life. I'm so lucky that i met someone like you who made my life colorful in simple ways. I want to thank you for the priceless memories that we've shared. I will never forget those. I would like to thank you for accepting me, beig with me sometimes and most of all for loving me. You've been a part of my life and you will always be. I will never forget you, your love for me and our memories together. Always remember that I'm always here no matter what. Walang iwanan as i said.

But the world does not permit us, our relationship. You and I are against the world. Even though I try, I can because I am in that world. I am a part of it. We cant be together first, because I have to and I need to because I love them, I hope you'd understand that I tried to fight for our relationship to the point that I way grounded and emotionally abused. I didnt tell you this before because I dont want to think of it because I know you have your own problems, and I dont want to be a burden o you. I sacrificed a lot for you because I love you so much more than you've ever know and It hurts me so bad because we were not given a chance to develop what we have for each other. That hurts me a lot cos I know we have so much to give but we cannot. I cannot and i'm sorry.Second, there are things  that i ave learned lately... and the past ssue that I cried over. You told me that It was just a rumor. But as I can see and what my reliable sources tell me, It was just a rumor. But as I can see and what  my reliable sources tell me. It is all true. *** I gave you a chance befpre but you denied it. If you oly knew that I am willing to accept you, but you lied to me and what you did was immoral. Sorry, but I cant take it. As time flies that were together. I had a lot of disappointments on you. ***, ou have a potential, use it wisely, dont waste it because as I can see you still dont know what you want i life you have different priorities. I know it and I can feel it. I dont need to elaborate it. I hope you know what im saying.

*** we cant be together. Its not that im not ready but this decision that I am making will help us be mature and grow. I am making this responsible decisio for the good of bothe parties, ot just for me. I dont want to be unfair to you because I cant give my time to you because of my condition right now and this ime is importat in a relationship to work out.

This decision is hard for me. But I cant stay any longer. Ive totally changed, this relationship changed me.

I know its hard for us to be friends but I am hoping that we will still be. Eve if im not your girl anymore I am always here for you if you need me. Walang iwanan. Im leaing all the bitterness behind. Always remember that I loved you truly. You were myy first. I will ever forget the times weve been together.

I hope that this wouldnt change the way we are when I first met you.

I hope that things will work out fine now that were together.

If youre happy then i'll be happy seeing you that way. I hate to see you suffer or undergoing hardships so im letting you go. I kow that without me.. You'll be happier.

I cant believe that this will happen

I know that this decision will make us happy in time..

Thank you for everything

Goodbye.

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