I live light years from you. I'm a music connoisseur, an artist, a foodie, a lack of grace dancer, a frustrated singer, an over-rated actress. I'm somebody when you're nobody I'm unpredictable when you're dumbfounded I'm the war in your head vs. your heart I'm amazing even though you're asleep I'm the train that will never keep you waiting & I'm the only one who'll follow you into the dark.

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4/30/09 { 4/30/2009 10:14:00 PM }

This might be the last time you'll hear of him.

I cant believe that i'm saying this but for the past few weeks, i feel lost. I know it's my idea, it's your fault. Well some are mine. We ended up being in our separate ways and i thought it would be better for the both of us. Somehow, yes. Right now, as i go back to everything that we've been through. I want to thank you for always being there for me. I loved you and i guess i still do. Sometimes, i want you back. Sometimes i dont. Wondering if i could find someone better as i start a new journey. Every night i think about every thing we've been through. Wishing that i saved all those sweet messages you sent me. I wish i took the risk to talk to you when we were still together. I wish i told you how i felt and how you were bringing me down every time we have an argument. I wish you understood me, my situation around my family and friends. I guess you never did. You were only thinking about yourself. Its like, you always want it your way. How could you be so inconsiderate and selfish? You never learned how to compromise. Sorry if i told lies to you. I just didnt know how to tell you knowing you'd get mad. You barely listen to me and it drew me apart from you. Tomorrow, it's supposed to be our 6th month. Well, i wish we had more. But we need to grow in order to be better for each other. I need to fix myself as i enter to college. And you too. I know you have problems and i still promise that i'll be there when you need me, or not. I'm still here to be your friend. But right now, the both of us have to move on. Let go of each other first and see how far it would take us.

Goodluck with your life. Be safe. Study hard okay?
I'll miss you!

{ 4/30/2009 06:20:00 PM }

Well, i am hooked on this show and i'm wanting more!

I'ma share some of my favorite scenes of the season (so far)



Chuck: Dance with me.
Blair: What's the point, Chuck. We're never going to be them. You said so, remember? It's not for us.
Chuck: Maybe. But I wouldn't change us. Not if it meant losing what we have.
Blair: And what do we have, Chuck? You tell me.
Chuck: Tonight. So shut up. And dance with me.


This one's my favorite part. And it made me cry.
Blair: Chuck! Stop! Don't go. Or if you have to leave, let me come with you.
Chuck: I appreciate the concern.
Blair: No. You don't. You don't appreciate anything today. But I don't care. Whatever you're going through, I want to be there for you.
Chuck: We talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.
Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done—the darkest thought you've ever had—I will stand by you through anything.
Chuck: And why would you do that?
Blair: Because I love you.
Chuck: Well that's too bad.







Blair: I do. Don't you understand? I'll always be here. I don't want you going anywhere. I couldn't bear it. So whatever you want to do to yourself, please don't do it to me. Please.
Chuck: I'm sorry.
Blair: It's okay.


Spoiler much? Well Chuck, you screwed up a lot. Blair's like the sweetest bch.
credits to: photobucket & the cw

4/29/09 { 4/29/2009 11:31:00 PM }

A guy has...

Let me borrow a jacket when I was cold
Pulled out a chair for me to sit in
Held a door open for me
Pushed my hair back away from my face
Let me hack his Xanga
...His Facebook
...His Myspace
Waited for me to get online just so we could talk
Shared a drink with me
Bought me lunch
Bought me food
Made me food
Let me cry on his shoulder
Taken care of me while I wasn't feeling well
Given me a backrub
Given me a foot massage
Rubbed my head when I had a headache
Called me beautiful
Called me gorgeous
Called me hot
Called me cute
Called me sexy
Given me a compliment
...And meant it
Bought me chocolate
Bought me flowers
Bought me jewelry
Driven me places
Taught me new things
Fed me. Literally
Dropped everything to see me
Made a promise to me
...And kept it
Tucked me into bed
Watched a movie he didn't like with me just because I liked it
Taken me to a theme park
Respected me
Trusted me
Remained faithful
Remained loyal
Walked me home
Walked far just to see me
Showed me off to his friends
Snuck out to see me
Gotten in trouble for me
Lied for me
Protected me
Stood up for me
Said "I love you"
...And meant it
Never cheated on me
Paid for dinner
Taken me to watch the starry sky from a rooftop
Kissed me on my forehead
Kissed me on my nose
Kissed me on my neck
Kissed me on my hand
Kissed me on my lips
Kissed me in the rain
Kissed me under fireworks
Kissed me on a rooftop
Hugged me from behind
Bear-hugged me
Hugged me and refused to let go
Picked me up off the ground
Carried me
Tossed me into the air
Held hands with me
Surprised me
Supported you in decisions you've made
Helped me mend a broken heart
Called me just to say "I love you"
Texted me just to say "I love you"
Written me a sweet note/letter
Gone shopping with me even though he didn't like it
Done countless favors for me
Chosen to be seen in public with me despite my crazy side
Comforted/consoled me
Made a complete fool of himself to make me smile/laugh
Did anything to make me smile/laugh
Let me cry on his shoulder
Reassured me that things would be okay
Cheered me up
Told me I was his one and only
Made me feel special
Listened to me vent
Not pressured me to do something I didn't want
Apologized when he was wrong
Been patient with me
Literally wiped my tears away
Figuratively wiped my tears away
Tickled me excessively
Burned me a CD
Slow danced with me
...To no music [:
Been in an "I love you more" argument with me
Sung to me
Let me use him as a pillow
Held me and kept me warm
Accepted me completely for who I am, flaws and all


Good old days.

{ 4/29/2009 04:57:00 PM }

Hahaha i'm kinda bored and so i mixed and matched some of the stuff i would wear to school. (Since i have 21 days left)




So i created this rainy season look. I'd really love to have a biker jacket. I might be visiting some vintage shops near the vicinity. :)

For this second look, i made it more comfortable. You see i like wearing flats and t-shirts. Suspenders will add a little spunk to my laid back outfit. :D

I call this the " M I A " look. If you've seen the "Paper planes" video then this get-up would be familiar to you. :)

This ones just a casual look which you can wear anywhere you go. From school to party or to the mall or just to chill at starbucks.

I wish that its cold here in the Philippines so that i could wear something like this. Btw, i really want a biker jacket! =))

And this last one here is inspired by Audrey Hepburn! I like the Chanel purse and the black flats! Oh what a perfect outfit for an event during a Roman Holiday!

Well, i love doing stuff like this. Thanks Polyvore for killing my time! :D