8/11/09
{ 8/11/2009 04:45:00 PM }
“It’s compromise that moves us along”
I don’t know if an autobiography should be formal or too formal. I don’t even know how to start because I don’t want to go to the process of the “I was born on..in..my name is..” and you know, the usual sentence where in a person introduces his or her self.
Basically, I consider myself as this person who is random, difficult to fathom, unpredictable, complicated and very hyped out. But people see me as this petite girly-girl who only cares about very girly stuff. You know what, that’s 99% percent wrong. I’m this person who’s very random and a person who loves music, art, fashion and living in a small world. And not super girly.. If that’s what you think I am.
When I was young, I loved playing with dolls especially with Barbie’s and Polly Pocket’s. I loved dressing them up. But since the clothes for Barbie dolls are expensive, I had come in a very created way to turn my old socks into clothes for my dolls. And that’s where I started liking fashion and started dreaming to be a fashion designer. I was also young when I fell in love with music. The first song I liked was Everywhere by Michelle Branch. I can’t remember when I first heard it but I was sure that I’ll be a music connoisseur someday which is now. I consider art too as one of my first loves particularly, in the field of painting. My parents are so cool that they enrolled me in a painting class when I was 11. But, before that they enrolled me in a ballet school and into Trumpets. I was also a swimmer when I was a kid. I could do a lot of lapses and swim up to 10 feet. That was when I was 8.
It’s really hard for me to rekindle my childhood years because it’s been a decade already. Yes, I’m a decade and 7 years old already. Formally, they call me Bettina. Bettina Emmanuelle Aquino Banez and I don’t know if Ninoy and Cory Aquino are related to me. But I hope there’s this certain relation. It would be a privilege to be related with heroes.
As you see, I don’t know where this autobiography is taking me. But I’m glad that I’m spending time describing and letting people know who I am. Maybe I’m juvenile delinquent. I’m not sure about that but sometimes I lead myself to trouble because of the wrong choices I make. But though I made my mistakes I always make sure I learn from them and avoid or stop doing them. I also like being with people, talking to people, laughing to people ad do anything that involves people. Of course, nobody wants to be alone that’s why I like having a companion and being a companion and God as the major companion.
Right now, I still see myself as a random, difficult to fathom, unpredictable, complicated and very hyped out. I’m this person who gets inspiration from lines of songs and applying them as my status message or status update on Yahoo! Messenger and Facebook. I just like to listen to songs that match my mood then blog about it or get inspiration for my doodle art. I also like interpreting them. Just like my title, it came from the line “It’s not always rainbos and butterflies its compromise that moves us along” which is from She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5.
I know my life is so random but I don’t know how to be not random because I think that’s who I really am and nothing can change it. All I know is, I would like to graduate with honors, making AB-Production Design as my first degree. Then, find a job and study Fashion design at the School of Fashion and the Arts or at the Fashion Institute of the Philippines and be a scholar. After establishing my own fashion house, I would like to produce my very own runway shows. As I earn money, I’d love to invest on land, houses and condominium units to have a passive income. During the peek of my success I would be happy to settle down with the one I’m destined to be with and have 2 or 3 children. I would like to raise my children well and give them all they need. And teach them things that I haven’t learned yet when time comes. But before that I have to own my dream car first which is a PORSCHE 991 turbo. And then after attaining those goals of mine, I can say that I’m the happiest person in this small world and go back to nirvana peacefully.
8/2/09
{ 8/02/2009 08:55:00 PM }
Listening to "Love You Lately by Daniel
Powter"
Had this song for decades already.
Good evening. It's Monday again tomorrow. Another new week. It's August, time flies so fast. I went out today with my family to hear mass and wonder around the mall. I'm saving some money to buy a pair of
Keds shoes that
i've been eyeing for weeks now!
Yeay!
That's all. I'm gonna go back and bum myself again.
Sorry if I have nothing in store for you.
xxx
8/1/09
{ 8/01/2009 12:30:00 PM }
Since i already forgot the last time i wrote in here.. I think i should do a series of recaps.
During the first few weeks of July i celebrated my birthday, changed my relationship status and died or should i say
stuDIED for the midterms.
For last few weeks of July, i helped in the Production of
RMC as a set and costume designer and became a stage manager for the first play. I got to experience late night travelling cause i pretty much went home around 9 in the evening
during those days. I also watched Ian's Ballet show which made me fall harder cause he really is a good dancer. I also went to
CCP during these past days to watch some of my
blockmates who have their classes there.
I
dont know if
i'm starting to like ballet. Though Ian could marry it already maybe i should. Or i
shouldn't. Cause it's really boring.
Hip-hop is way better.
For this August, FINALS are approaching and
i'm not getting near it.
