10/2/09
{ 10/02/2009 10:50:00 PM }
I could ever be
I like to sing
A song of love
Where in the doves
Fly high above
I like to write songs
That have melodies
That speak behalf my tongue
To tell you the words
That only your headphones
Can deliver
I like to show you
My love thats worth the fight
The even if you glance away
It will never be out of sight
You know that i love you
It's as clear as water
Longer than a marathon
Warmer than the afternoon
More than the air I breathe
More the than hours I sleep
And even more that I could ever be
9/28/09
{ 9/28/2009 08:17:00 PM }
First things first,
I would like to thank our Almighty Father for keeping our family safe.
Also to our relatives and friends who were there to help us especially this time that we are in great need.
The story goes like this..
It was flooded all over our house and we didnt had a place to stay so our neighbor offered his house to fill us in.
My family and I stayed there for 10 hours they let us sleep and gave us breakfast. I was not able to sleep and eat well.
Anyway, the water went up until our hips. The good thing is, we were able to get our belongings and placed it to a higher place where the water couldnt reach it. The first thing I got was Ian's letter to me during our first monthsary. I placed it in my bag. But i was so stupid that i forgot to take my course cards with me. Now i dont know where they are. My brother lost some of his clothes because they were soaked in pungent water. Our bedfoams were washed away by the flood so as some of our pillows and blankets that we werent able to bring to our neighbors house.
When the flood subsided, we cleaned the house. It was really dirty, the floor was covered with mud. Good thing we had Manong Teroy to help us clean.
Around 4 our relatives from the Banez clan came in to help us, they bought some things that we need and gave us what we need. It was so touching that all of my dad's siblings that were here in Manila came including their family. Our family friends also helped us.
Thank you God for these people and please continue to bless them!
The best thing is, nothing bad happened to me and our family. We are all together and we are moving on already.
9/18/09
{ 9/18/2009 10:24:00 PM }
Ballad To A Danseur
Everytime i see you spin
You make me feel that i want to win
Win someone that gave his heart
To something that i could never be
I know that we belong
Tell me this will be long
As I tendu my toes to the ground
I wish we could do it together without a sound
Your flexes are my rough edges
The barriers are like hedges
As i see you moving with grace
It makes me feel that i'm on a race
To be on your first place
Love never showed me this side
Because i always thought that i could ride
Now its a challenged i accept
Nothing of this will be a regret
I love you even more than the pirouettes you make
More than the jete's that i forsake
Even though ballet is not for me
One thing i know is that
You're with me.
{ 9/18/2009 04:50:00 PM }
It's really hard battling with someone else's passion. Even worst if you don't know if you're the only one he's laying his eyes on.
8/16/09
{ 8/16/2009 08:09:00 PM }
I love this picture and the person i'm with. :)
8/11/09
{ 8/11/2009 04:45:00 PM }
“It’s compromise that moves us along”
I don’t know if an autobiography should be formal or too formal. I don’t even know how to start because I don’t want to go to the process of the “I was born on..in..my name is..” and you know, the usual sentence where in a person introduces his or her self.
Basically, I consider myself as this person who is random, difficult to fathom, unpredictable, complicated and very hyped out. But people see me as this petite girly-girl who only cares about very girly stuff. You know what, that’s 99% percent wrong. I’m this person who’s very random and a person who loves music, art, fashion and living in a small world. And not super girly.. If that’s what you think I am.
When I was young, I loved playing with dolls especially with Barbie’s and Polly Pocket’s. I loved dressing them up. But since the clothes for Barbie dolls are expensive, I had come in a very created way to turn my old socks into clothes for my dolls. And that’s where I started liking fashion and started dreaming to be a fashion designer. I was also young when I fell in love with music. The first song I liked was Everywhere by Michelle Branch. I can’t remember when I first heard it but I was sure that I’ll be a music connoisseur someday which is now. I consider art too as one of my first loves particularly, in the field of painting. My parents are so cool that they enrolled me in a painting class when I was 11. But, before that they enrolled me in a ballet school and into Trumpets. I was also a swimmer when I was a kid. I could do a lot of lapses and swim up to 10 feet. That was when I was 8.
It’s really hard for me to rekindle my childhood years because it’s been a decade already. Yes, I’m a decade and 7 years old already. Formally, they call me Bettina. Bettina Emmanuelle Aquino Banez and I don’t know if Ninoy and Cory Aquino are related to me. But I hope there’s this certain relation. It would be a privilege to be related with heroes.
As you see, I don’t know where this autobiography is taking me. But I’m glad that I’m spending time describing and letting people know who I am. Maybe I’m juvenile delinquent. I’m not sure about that but sometimes I lead myself to trouble because of the wrong choices I make. But though I made my mistakes I always make sure I learn from them and avoid or stop doing them. I also like being with people, talking to people, laughing to people ad do anything that involves people. Of course, nobody wants to be alone that’s why I like having a companion and being a companion and God as the major companion.
Right now, I still see myself as a random, difficult to fathom, unpredictable, complicated and very hyped out. I’m this person who gets inspiration from lines of songs and applying them as my status message or status update on Yahoo! Messenger and Facebook. I just like to listen to songs that match my mood then blog about it or get inspiration for my doodle art. I also like interpreting them. Just like my title, it came from the line “It’s not always rainbos and butterflies its compromise that moves us along” which is from She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5.
I know my life is so random but I don’t know how to be not random because I think that’s who I really am and nothing can change it. All I know is, I would like to graduate with honors, making AB-Production Design as my first degree. Then, find a job and study Fashion design at the School of Fashion and the Arts or at the Fashion Institute of the Philippines and be a scholar. After establishing my own fashion house, I would like to produce my very own runway shows. As I earn money, I’d love to invest on land, houses and condominium units to have a passive income. During the peek of my success I would be happy to settle down with the one I’m destined to be with and have 2 or 3 children. I would like to raise my children well and give them all they need. And teach them things that I haven’t learned yet when time comes. But before that I have to own my dream car first which is a PORSCHE 991 turbo. And then after attaining those goals of mine, I can say that I’m the happiest person in this small world and go back to nirvana peacefully.
8/7/09
{ 8/07/2009 09:02:00 PM }
AND I'M SORRY IAN :|
